let me cry with you
Why do good things have to come to an end?
Things don’t always seem to be the same in the end. People are taken for something their not and a lot of times people are left hurt.
We open ourselves up to people thinking we can trust them and they turn their backs on us, tell others our problem and judge us based off of our mistakes.
You thought they were going to take you for who you are but you were wrong.
They know the type of person you are and that you are really emotional and that your childhood experiences have made you the person you are today.
The take everything you ever experienced and said the wrong way.
Even the type of person they are, the words “I hate you” still escape their mouth. It was quiet but loud enough so you could hear it. You tried to act like it did not bother you because you do not like to show your pain and tears. You have been good at hiding your tears and you did not want to let them know that they almost broke you. You have been on your weakness string for a long time. You have been experiencing hate towards your self and you already feel worthless in the life you live. You feel low, no good enough and lost, how could something so hurtful be said so easily with not even a thought of how bad it may hurt someone. You were called names like self-centered that will stick on your heart forever. You thought you were doing your best at not being selfish and helping others but it was reversed and thrown right back at you. How do you forgive someone who told you that they hated you? Deep down inside you know they did not mean it but they still said it. It your heart you know you will forgive them but you rather not let them be aware because you rather they not be satisfied with forgiveness because what they said hurt you so bad. They want to talk to you and be your friend but you are not ready. Are you wrong?
I will not let you do this alone.
She never knew she had so many tears bottle up inside of her. She feels so weak like everything is her fault. Nothing can take her pain away and she just wants happiness. The enemy tells her that she is not a happy person but I can see that she is a beautiful, strong young woman. I know the enemy sees her weak spots and will do everything in his power to break her down but he will not succeed because of her faith in God. Un Happy people are those who do not know God. If a believer feels at anytime that they are weak and unhappy then he will seek more hateful desires. The enemy is a liar and he will not win. Her heart is too strong and Gods arms are open too wide for her to give up. She is one of the most beautiful people that I have the opportunity to know. I see in her eyes the passion and love.
One of the greatest things we can do, Is be someone’s friend and be there to lift them up. If they can not see the light then we should be that light for them in till their faith is restored.